What can I say? Today has been 24 hours of ups and downs here at the homestead. I'm not sure if it is being caused by stress from the impending move, underlying friction from our individual complexes, or just from too much together time since Greg and I have been off work (okay so I've picked up a couple shifts during my unemployment but still....). Added to that was the disappointment of a fractured friendship, that seems to be crumbling around me because of insecurities and mistrust I've been carrying around after a betrayal that is months old, and the apprehension of a possible new relationship separated by a couple hundred miles, a time zone, and a world of possibilities roadblocks, and you can see why I've been more than a little on edge these past couple days.
Today, however, I recieved a phone call from my favorite adult male literally as I was walking off from a fight between my parents about computer settings, and then I got to speak to my oldest son followng a terse exchange with a lifelong friend who has been stalking my dreams lately with death imagery. It always amazes me how the voice of someone you really love can chase away the demons. <3 <3 <3
Thank you, guys, for reminding me that I am loved and, more importantly, accepted neuroses and all.
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